REMAJA tanya, SHAI MARS JAWAB!

Selamat Pagi mahluk2 di Marikh. Nampaknya semua orang dah keluar bekerja. Tinggal la SM yang terkontang-kanting sorang2 dalam bilik. Bangu2 terus bukak lappy and FB. Check out assignment student lain kt UBM. :) Kreaftif betul student UBM ni! HEHE. Lepas tu, ada sorang ex-college mate SM suddenly chat. Need help katanyer. Terkejut, ingatkan sape lah tadi tibe2. Oh, rupa-rupanya dia mintak tolong suruh jawab SOALAN untuk satu column dalam REMAJA nanti. Kawan SM ni nama dia Hakimi. Dia writers kt kumpulan Karangkraf Sdn. Bhd. Pernah dulu masa kt MidValley kitorang terserempak then dia ambil gmbr SM, first time SM masuk REMAJA uols. :D Gambar kecik je. (Tak femes mcm korang). Korang boleh je check out blog Hakimi As'ari.

MY JOURNAL HAKIMI

Meriah kan Jah?? Ha, dengar tu. Kak Jah plus Kak Embun cakap meriah. Heade dia mcm VOGUE mag. Meletop. *Eh, dh mcm review blog dah ha. OK, ni soalan yang dia mintak SM jawab:-

"Hmm, sejak bergelar pasangan kekasih pasti banyak kenangan manis yang tidak dapat di lupakan oleh si jejaka. Masakan tidak, kadang kala lelaki lebih teliti dalam mencari agenda untuk “dating” bersama pasangan tercinta. Apakah kenagan manis kamu ketika “dating” bersama pasangan kekasih kamu dan apakah cara yang terbaik sebagai seorang lelaki untuk menjadikan waktu “dating” itu merupakan satu saat yang indah? Biasanya lokasi mana yang menjadi pilihan kamu? "

dan ni plak jawapan SM yang mengarut kuat! :-

"Dating bukannya suatu benda yang biasa saya buat sebab saya jarang-jarang sekali dating. Almaklumlah, masing2 mempunyai tanggungjawab kan. Tapi, kejarangan untuk berdating tu lah yang menjadikan hubungan lebih erat, sesekali berjumpa, rindu mulai terasa . Banyak sebenarnya kenangan manis antara kami berdua. Kami berkongsi minat terhadap ice-cream, coklat dan fotografi. Selalunya, bila keluar dating, kami akan makan Baskin RObbin, beli Cadbury and lepak di taman KLCC sambil tgkp gambar. Pernah sekali si dia makan sampai comot mulut. :) COmel sgt! Kami lebih suka lokasi yang natural seperti padang and kwsan yang indah, segar dan romantis. Next dating, Cameron Highland maybe. :)"

Macam tulah kemerapuan SM yang semakin terserlah. Seriously mcm kelakar plak baca. Tapi tu la hakikatnye uol.

p/s: SM mimpi Dato' Najib dan kuncu2nya datang rumah SM. MOTIF? >..< (mimpi abah jugak). :((

BRUNO MARS SAYS HE LOVE ME!

OK! That title is so gay. Who cares. I do love Bruno Mars. No matter he looks like little MJ but pretty much he got a healthy hair! Fine, a stunning hair. Correction. His hair really grow healthily like Adam Lambert's. OH shit. Im talking shit like a again. Bruno, listen here. I'd rather catch a grenade for you than sitting inside a MOBILE TOILET like that fuckin' STEVE-O did. It was grose dude. Aren't your mom teach what 'Hygiene' means in the Urban Dictionary? OH shit. Shit was flying like a flock of goose in New York Park or Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. (Google Map, thanks a lot). JACKASS 3D is really a new dimention of dicks and nude straight guys. Watta fuckin hell are guys naked around? Just give your bloody hell dicks to dogs. It would be much more interesting. OK, i know I curse too much. But just wanna say this. This 10th April, Bruno Mars is gonna have his concert at PWTC( Yeah, that fuckin small ball room, that was the UMNO's assembly for JACKASS movement!!!!!!!) . I didnt know why they're choosing PWTC instead of our own glourious Putra Bukit Jalil Stadium. Comfortable and sweatless. Read the details by your own m####er!

*click for d### enlargement.

CLICK HERE for TICKETING.

Well, here it goes. I hope that Imanah Hadi would politely join me rockin PWTC that night coz I was just done having a conversation with her. She did asked me about the concert but at the moment I didn't know that the ticket is available but then I knew after I checked out my friend's facebook page who seems delightfully a big fan of Bruno as well. Ah gosh. I just love this day! A big hug for those who made my days ................SHINING SPLENDIDLY LIKE HEAVEN...... A BIG KISS AND HUGS FOR YOU GUYS.

Here goes the list:

1. Thank God I have Boboy In The House and Alif Isman for keep me accompany during our splendid time at Sunway Pyramid. I felt like stupid Arabian nighmare if I go there alone. We went for shopping spree, striked for bowling (I won by the way and hit the record for 149 pins fall..my record la). I wish I could be a pornstar, i mean..a bowl-star. 'Coz when we were throwing that ball into the cave, we were influenced by two super profesional bowlers whom keep striking all the pins and I really damn envy okay! So, I got the spirit from that point! Done with bowl, we went to shop. I bought DOMO DOMO bag for my baby boy, Awish for his 2nd birthday bash 2 days left perhaps. It was the cutest one and I have no patient to wait to look him try it on! Nakal boy but chomel....

*This is how the bag look like. Pretty cute huh?! I fell in love with Domo once again! HELL. Love this creature.

Done with that, we went to BoConcept coz my mate needs a wallet like I own. So, he went to search there and he bought nothin. Buy I did like usual. A splendour goddess BRACELET for RM19.90. Shit, just wanna show you the picture but I couldn't find a camera for a better view. Damn. I'll show you next time. Then, we hit for Tutti Frutti as I've been craving for Ice Cream like hell and been charged RM11.oo++. Holy damn for 200++grams. But, it was tastefully Goddesss..again. :) . Gonna be there once again.

2. And the second things that I really feel like appreciated is...there is a blogger who did a review for my blog. Awh, babe..that was really touch. YES. You touched my heart. That is my first time being reviewed in other people's blog. Excited? YES. Truly excited. I really hope that next time Nazihah Rastam will do a blog review for me. That's gonna be great babe. Oh, forget to mention the blogger's name. And she is .......drumrolll!!!!!

IZZAH ZULKIFLI....*click her name to view her awesome blog. oh, this is what she blogged about me.

"blog bro nie pon ringkas.and the last update, dy vlogging...woah!!..dy shopping sakan weyh..habis 200..best lah dapat membe laki macam nie..suke shopping..susa nak dapat guy yang ske teman/ikot kite shopping nie..CAYA LA!!"

*unedited VERSION.LOL.

YES BABE. Best la sangat dapat laki mcm gua ni. Duit bini gua pon gua sanggup kebas kalo desperate nak beli SNOODE TOPMAN! HAHAHA. No la. I did love shopping and sometimes it calms me down but not after shopping. Regretting is the suffer. Tapi kalo ada masa, jom la shopping sesama! MIAOW! :)

A little review for her blog:

"Blog awk ni sangat kemas, oren2 gitu kan....pastu latest entry dia pasal dia melawat blog2 orang. WOW! Dia buat review pasal blog2 yg dia jejak and of course my blog is one of them. Cayalah, mana dapat idea ni ha? SEMART! Terharu sangat bila orang buat review pasal blog yg x femes langsung nih..THANKS"

LOT OF HUGS FOR YOU!!!! :

*cutenye bear mcm DOMO DOMO!

3. and the third part of this blissful story is having a conversation with Imanah Hadi. Splendidly, I did enjoy our time babe. Miss you like crazy. And the best part of our story is when we are sharing about MUSIC. I didn't know you play guitar. I hope someday you gonna hit the strings and I'll sing.Awesome. Cool. Hey, help your dad. Work properly and LOVELY! Help him as long as you can. Pay for what he did for you. We gonna rockin Bruno's stage! YEAH! .......

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4. Last thing before went off to bed. Here you guys, the girls off the door. Nazihah Rastam. She is dreamin' to be as rich as Beyonce Knowles. I'm a rich lady, I'm a rich lady...now put your heads up! *While showing her angel ring. HAHA. Well, Churp Churp gave money but there's a single thing Churp Churp can't give. You wanna know what? ...A happy time to argue and fight witcha. HAHA. That's why I always layan you je. HAHA. Say to Aiman, lamaran anda ditolak mentah2. HAHAHA. Funny guy. HUH! just fun..thanks for tonight, continue later on okay!! Keep smiling girl....you gonna get yours once the fate came. LALALALA~

OK PRETTY PEOPLE! That's all for today. Im headche. Overjoy. Eagerness. Splendid. Boudoir. Me Amore Vole fe yah. I was born to be happy and sad.

I'D CATCH A GRENADE FOR YOU!

SEE YOU!

Oh! Change that habit.

Haish! Why Shai? Why? Why did you still want to nurture your "shyness"? Don't you think that quite some time at the end of the day you gonna be loss. Please get rid your profitless habit. It doesn't grow fruit or money. It just gonna waste you in certain things especially in love matter and relationship personally. Dude, please realize that if you still continue behave like this, you're not gonna get what you want and gonna miss them. Being shy is just fine but if you're too shy in other word, if you get too shy aimlessly, just wait and see that you gonna lost lot of things in front of you.

*Thank God im not a anti social.

Ye, I nk sangat pick up your phone call tapi I bukan saje-saje x angkat. I just feel..u know. I pun tak tahu nak cakap macam mana. Like I said, I'm not ready to have a conversation with you. If God will, we gonna hear each other voices. But I puji lah dengan u sebab u cakap yang u akan call I sampai I angkat your phone call. WOW. Thank you in that case. Anyway, one day, when I was ready, I will pick it up and we gonna talk random things.

Oh! Playing With Silence

I went back to Penang last week. I took a train on freaky Friday night. I was so bored of writing my notes when the first 30 minutes goes on train. So, I wrote this poem hopefully it could be a song, a beautiful song one day. It's my soul's expression. Just for me and the people who I love forever.

Playing With Silence.

I'm sitting in the train

Sit on 6D while gazing outside

Watching street lamps passing by

and I'm listening to the graceful Yuna's

I'm missing someone now

While writing all my college notes

Hopefully they will miss me too

Cos I could feel the kisses over here

I'm writing my song for awhile now

And waiting for 12 midnight

So I could sleep tight

Even the train is moving fast

I love you so

Hoping you would appear in the darkness

And I will never let you go

Coz this wouldn't be the last time

For you to say goodbye.

And I fell asleep and woke up right after the train stop at the Butterworth old school station.

1 Ramadhan 1431

HAPPY RAMADHAN KAREEM MY FELLOW PEEPS!!!!!

Are you guys gonna wake for tomorrow's sahur???? hehehe....well, hopefully we will be blessed by Allah SWT.


It is 1 Ramadhan 1431 H. Allah knows well what I feel inside. My soul, my heart and my instinct struggle inside. Just like
I just loose something that is precious and priceless. First Ramadhan should be a happy month and have to be celebrated but
I dont know. I do feel happy as this is the month of happiness, month of love and the month of Quran, the Guide of human
being but I just can't take this anymore. I really miss Abah. Abah adalah hati aku. Jantung aku. Nafas aku. Aku malas la nk
cerita pasal apa yang berlaku. Abah memang sudah tak ada. But I just can feel his prensence. Ramadhan memang satu bulan yg
biasa bagi aku sebelum ni. Aku sambut dengan penuh happy with family. Aku ingat lagi masa kecil dulu, masa tu sekolah rendah
kot. Abah teman aku pergi beli bunga api. Hehehe. Kami naik moto sama-same and pergi kedai jual mercun segala. Hurm, he bought
me banyak bunga api. Such a great dad ever.Aku suka naik moto ngan abah. Aku x tahu kenapa. AKu dapat peluk dia dari belakng and dengar
dia bercakap ngan aku. Aku tekap telinga aku kat belakang badan dia and aku boleh dia apa dia nk cakap ngan aku walaupon x dengar clear
sbb angin yg kuat tp aku cuba tangkap word by word from him.HUrm. I still ca smell him. Aku still dapat hidu bau dia. Still terbayang
gerak geri dia and cara dia bercakap. Masa berlalu sangat pantas. X dapat dinafikan tp rasa mcm baru semalam je dia meninggal.
Abah menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir kat PPUM. Jam 6.20 pm. 1 Ramadhan 1430 Hijrah. Aku x tau nk tulis ape dah. Esok akn menjadi
hari yang aku rasa aku tidak mahu bernafas bersama-sama abah. Alhamdulillah, bulan mulia menyambut pemergian Abah. Aku harap dengan
bulan Ramadhan menjadi saksi, Abah akan selamat menjalani hari-hari di sana.

A post without the title.

Assalamualaikum peeps.....

إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون إن لله ما أعطى وأخذ احسن الله عزاءك وغفر لميتك

"Seseungguhnya kepada Allah kita datang dan kepada Allah kita kembali"

Death..death..death...
Hurm, x tau la..bercakap pasal mati ni Allah cakap orang yg bijak. Semua org akan menemui ajal. AKu pon one day. CUma x tau bile. Hebat kan, Dia dh tau macam mana kita akn mati..of coz la sbb Dia yg cipta kita. Semua perkara dia tahu. Berapa kadar oxygen kita akn berkurangan, blood pressure yg rendah, eyes nk dilated bile. Every single thing.

X tau nk cakap apa. One of my batch friend, named Firdaus or i just call hi pidoih, had passed away. Lemas di tasik kolej aku. I dont know what had happened. Tp sepatutnya kita leh elak benda ni, tp dh takdir kan, nk wat camner.

It was 4 in the evening. Shamim gtau ada bdak lemas kt kolej. Hurm, cam x caye je. Kalo x diorang mst announce kat masjid. Tp x denngar pulak. APe hal lak...;p....ok, lepas balik xam BI, kwn facebook aku tulis..."Al Fatihah buat Firdaus"...hurm, which firdaus, shamim ckp bdak HR. Firdaus...sem 5??? OMG.....إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون إن لله

kot Dia kita mai, kot Dia kita kelik...

Sedey kot....kalo orang lain aku x kisah sangat..(bkn x kesah, cuma x brapa terasa) tp ni............

Fidaus Kahar, aku agak kenal dia..

Even x brapa nk rapat..tp kami pernah berbual once..

Bile jumpak...

"Pidoih.....smekom, x de kelas ke...???" (tu je la modal aku)

"Shai, oh...ada..on the way la ni...hahaha" (sambil senyum samapi ke telinga...;p)

"Bagus2......selamat ye..."

I still remeber, we had a chat once before.......dh terlupa la bercerita tentang apa tp km kenal since then la.....

Dia jgak kawan shamim n mus....and ramai jugak kawan dia..

But, pemergian dia kat kolej memang suatu yg x disangka, aku pon x tau kt mana nnt aku nk meninggal. Hanya tinggal beberapa hari saje lg nk masuk Ramadhan and he's gone.

Aku nk update blog 1 Ramadhan ni bout my dad.

..........إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون إن لله

I repent over my sins.

Hye great friends, great bloggers and silent readers..hopefully im not gonna piss you off! haha and hello as well to those who hate me ( if there is..), well, starting now on, all the experienced modules of my motivational camp with Allah's permission would be applied!!! WOW, nice touch! Hehe, well, first of all I just wanna say that I feel light, secure, comfortable and greatful. Just like I never feel before. I feel much safe from any other harm. Hurm, why all this happen suddenly? Haha, didnt know. No...it was just b'coz I'd joined a motivational camp held by the Selangor state's government. It was a very well programme of the year! The modules, the facilitators, the people, students, (and the '5 star' hotel itself) just so good. I dont know how to say this loud.

In a small word, I have motivated. Even just for 2 days, it did mean a lot for me. I have so much experiences that I couldnt say it out with just write in this blog. It was huge, enormous, awesome and great...just nice. They deserve a big applause from us.

I still remember last night when it came to the "Nur Muhammad's" slot.

" He is the greatest man ever produce on earth. There is no other else compared to this body. He is a soul. A first impression typical mate. A father who was very caring. A leader to his community. A warrior at the frontier. An a prohet to the whole human being. He had been sent to this world for the sake of proceeding other prophets legacy. He is one, extraordinarily influencing . No other, the Prophet Muhammad Peace Be Upon Him"

Just what I remember, Kak Yder, the gorgeous and tame 'facy' in that programme made us lent our ears to her just for the stories that we listen over and over and over and over again. A story that is usual. That could be category as 'Miscellaneous'. You can say it lame, old and very whatever. But, once the story told, you would never stop listening. That is the story of 'Nur Muhammad P.B.U.H.'

She started the story of Nur Muhammad or The Light of Muhammad before the creation of Adam. Allah has ordered the Jibril to take soil from the Earth and all the hills refused for their soil taken away. Until one day, the Angel of Death came and shout out loud to the hill to let him take the soil as the order from Ar-Rahman. Then Adam was created and whenever the soul reach his neck ( I guess), he saw beautiful 'diamond like' word, the great word of Lailahaillallah, Muhammad Rasulullah. Can you guys imagine, Adam is the first human created but there's already exist a person named Muhammad Rasulullah? Amazing isnt it?

Well, there's a lot to write. If I have time, I will share some more.

THANKS EVERYONE

SPECIAL THANKS TO:

YB DR. HALIMAH ALI.

A women who sacrifised her enthuatism of developing human skill just to ensure her community would be among those calibree.

A LOT OF LOVE FROM ME TO:

ALL THE FACILITATORS...

Kak Mas, Kak Yder, Bro Iqwan, Bro Romzi and more.....(i forgot the rest's name, sorry guys)..

بارك الله لكم في أموركم

Bukan semua yang kita nak, kita dapat.

Kita hajat. Kita usaha. Tapi kadang-kadang ada benda kita tak dapat capai. Ada sebabnya. Dan Allah mengetahui segala
Dalam dunia ni, bukan semua benda yang kita hajatkan kita akan capai. Banyak perkara, dalam pelbagai situasi, kita tidak mendapat apa yang kita hajati. Walaupun kadangkala telah berusaha bersungguh-sungguh, walaupun kadangkala telah bermati-matian memikirkan strategi. Tetap tidak berjaya kita mendapatkannya.
Hakikatnya itulah lumrah.
Persoalannya, bagaimanakah kita merasionalkan diri kita dalam menerimanya?

Kita tidak tahu

Pertama sekali, kita perlu melihat kembali betapa hakikatnya kita tidak mengetahui apakah pilihan yang baik atau pilihan yang buruk pada kita.
Tetapi Allah mengetahui.
“Telah diwajibkan kepada kamu berperang, padahal (perang)itu tidak menyenangkan bagimu. Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah itu Maha Mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui apa-apa” Surah Al-Baqarah 216.
Boleh jadi apa yang kita hajatkan, apa yang kita mahu, bakal memberikan keburukan kepada kita. Apabila tidak mendapat apa yang kita hajatkan, boleh jadi hakikatnya kita sedang diselamatkan oleh Allah SWT atas keburukan yang bakal kita hadapi.
Perkara ini tersimpan di dalam HIKMAH.
Dan hikmah tidak semestinya kita ketahui pada masa ianya terjadi.
“Allah itu Maha Mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui apa-apa”

Belum bersedia

Ada kemungkinan juga, kita belum bersedia atas apa yang kita hajati itu. Kemungkinan apa yang kita hajati itu datangnya ia bersama tanggungjawab yang besar. Contohnya, hajat hendak berkahwin, tetapi Allah tidak izinkan pada waktu yang kita hajati. Ada kemungkinan Allah tidak izin itu kerana kita belum bersedia untuk memikul tanggungjawab itu.
Begitulah juga dengan kejayaan-kejayaan dalam kehidupan. Biasanya, kejayaan akan datang bersama tanggungjawab.
Kemungkinan besar, Allah tidak mengizinkan kita mencapai kejayaan itu, kerana diri kita masih tidak mampu memikul tanggungjawab yang hadir bersamanya.
Dosa

Kadangkala, hajat kita tidak tercapai adalah kerana kita ada perkara yang belum selesai dengan Allah SWT. Maka Allah tidak memenuhi hajat kita kerananya.
Sebab yang hendak memberikan segala perkara terjadi adalah Allah SWT. Dan Dia berkuasa untuk tidak membenarkannya.

Berusaha untuk positif dengan Allah
Allah Maha Mengetahui. Dia tahu kita siapa. Dia yang paling kenal kita. Dia yang paling mencintai kita. Justeru sekiranya ada perkara-perkara yang kita rasakan buruk menimpa kita, sepatutnya kita perlu kembali memuhasabah diri.
Mengapakah kita tidak dapat apa yang kita hajati? Jangan sekadar memandang secara teknikal. Ada kemungkinan lain selain hal teknikal yang menyebabkan hajat kita itu tidak tercapai, usaha kita itu tidak berhasil.
Dan sepatutnya, perkara ini kita patut pandang pada sudut kasih sayang Allah.
Ada kemungkinan Allah hendak menyelamatkan kita dari sesuatu yang kita tidak tahu, sebab itu Dia menghalang dari hajat kita tercapai. Ada kemungkinan kita masih belum mampu, lantas Allah tahan dahulu kita dari mendapat apa yang kita hajati, agar kita tidak terkapai-kapai di kemudian hari. Ada kemungkinan Allah hendak mendidik kita, agar lebih dekat denganNya, sebab itu kerana dosa kita Dia tidak membenarkan kita mendapat apa yang kita hajati.
Allah itu Maha Penyayang.
Jika kita tidak mendapat apa yang kita hajati pun, itu adalah sebahagian dari kasih sayangNya.
“Sesungguhnya apa-apa yang akan Aku lakukan terhadap hambaKu adalah mengikut sangkaan hambaKu terhadap-Ku…”(Hadith Riwayat Imam Ahmad, Bukhari, Muslim dan lain-lain)

Penutup: Memang dalam hidup, bukan semua benda kita nak, kita dapat
Dan sentiasalah memahami bahawa di dalam kehidupan, bukan semua perkara yang kita hajati akan berjaya kita capai.
Jangan kecewa apabila tidak mendapat apa yang dihajatkan. Pandang dari sudut yang positif. Fikir jauh ke hadapan. Jika kita manusia yang punya keterikatan dengan Allah SWT, maka kita akan berlapang dada, bersangka baik dengan aturan-aturanNya kepada kita.
Sekiranya kita mampu memahami perkara ini, lumrah ini, hakikat ini, insyaAllah jiwa itu akan tidak terbeban. Hal ini kerana, kita sentiasa positif.
Positif, sentiasa membuahkan positif yang lain, InsyaAllah.